Will It Ever Change?

I got a call today from my transplant center.  I was away from my phone at the time, so it went to voice mail and "Lifelink" came up on my caller ID as a missed call.  Immediately, I felt my stomach start to churn.  Maybe it was because I got my blood drawn this morning.  Maybe it was because things have been going so well for so long that I felt I was due for some bad news. OR maybe that is just the way it will always be.

It ended up be nothing to be really concerned about.  Just some more BS from my insurance company, this time about medication.  More then anything, it made me wonder if I will ever see "Lifelink" come up on my caller ID without thinking something is wrong.  If it does I'll let you know, but don't hold your breath.